Call It What Ever U Want....

Aku kan hanya manusia biasa...
punya hati dan perasaan...
tapi tah knape yek...
lately nih...
hati aku nih slalu sgt merase satu kesakitan yg amat sgt...
yg aku sndri pun tak tau nak gambarkan...
anyway, tujuan aku buat blog ini utk ape yek?!
let me refresh my mind...
hmmm....
owh ya..
Aku buat blog ini pada 1 mase dan ketika dahulu aku tak keje lg...
So aku pun tak tau nak ape...
Aku buat blog nih...
yeah...
I think that's the reason why lah...
and now, I just feel like writing about this...
Recently I realise that u cant always have what u want (well actually i knew that for a very loooooong time...just wont admit it)
Have u feel that why is that something that is wrong feels so rite?!
Have u?!
And I've learn something recectly: that is realty bites...
And reality is ugly and hurtful and painful...

I have 1 question and 1 question only...
What would u do if u stuck in love triangle and at the end of the triangle is your fren?!
What would u do?!
Should I just back off?
Should I stay to see if the best woman win?!
Is he really worth it?!
Is he really worth to fight for?!
And the most important thing is: is it really LOVE or just a stupid feeling that I coudlnt define?!
If its love, it doesnt mean that I dont love amin anymore...
That is one thing for sure...
Amin is always in heart...
Forever and ever....
Arghhh!!!!
I hate this feeling...
I hate myself for being this stupid...
I hate myself for letting this stupid and idoit thing control me...
Is it really call triangle if the guy likes the other gal but I'm not sure weather this other gal likes the guy or not and I like this guy but this guy kindda not really likes me (I guess..)..
So, is it really call triangle?!
Is it?!
But, at the end of the day..
They are both my fren...
Yeah..
This guy is also my fren...
We went way2 back..
Back as in really back..
Back when I was just 6 years old I think....
So, they are both my good fren..
Both...
I think I just should back off and let them be..
Rite?!
I'm doing the rite thing arent I?!
But one thing for sure, I cant lie to myself...
It hurt like hell to see them both together...
To see their picture together...
Am I being selfish?!
But what can I do?!

Yay!!!

Knape aku yay....
Ari nih aku kne marah dgn klien company aku...
Projek yg aku br jek handle...
Bukan susah pun..
Handle claim jek...
Tapi nak wat cm ne....
"I nak jumpa bos u. I tak mau lg deal dgn **z**"
"Ok2...Boleh2"
Eleh...
Nak jumpe bos aku plk...
Jumpe ler..
Ade aku kisah...
Yg pelik nye tuh, walopun pas kne marah kau2 miaw nye...
Aku msh jatuh cinte dgn keje ku ini...
Dr aku mule2 stat keje lg..
Aku tau, aku akan jatuh cinta dgn keje ini...
So far, aku da keje sebulan nih aku blh kate kan yg aku da jumpe cinta baru...
Iaitu keje aku....
Syukur Alhamdulillah....
Lame aku tanam anggur utk dpt keje nih...
Akhir nye...
Sok aku kne jd minah despatch kejap...
Anta2 dokumen...
Suke jek aku..
Janji aku tak yah duk opis...
Ngantok ler duk opis...
Skrg aku mo tdo...
Daaaaaaa......

Salam Takziah

Buat ed sekeluarga,
Salam Takziah atas kepulangan Ba ed menyahut seruan Ilahi..
Semoge Allah cucuri rahmat ke atas roh nya...

THAT'S IT!!!!!!!!

Alkisah cite nye..
Aku kuar ofis kul 5.50 (Yeah...aku org petame blk walopun aku budak baru...lantaran pemergian aku ke pintu kuar ofis td di iringi oleh pandangan bos ku...sori bos, staff baru awk ni suke blk awal)
Jln2 ke smpi ke lrt pukul 6.05...
MasyaAllah...
Rmi giler org....
Punye lah bukan mcm sardin da..
Aku pun tak tau ape ke rupe nye tah....
Anyway, aku rs aku dpt naik hanye lrt ke 18 kot (hahahaha....ke 6 kot)
Punye lah ramai umat manusia nye Ya Allah....
Aku dpt naik lrt pukul 6.30...
Tak ke nearly setengah jam aku tngu tuh
THAT'S IT!!!!!!
Dpt gaji nnt aku nak drv g keje....
Paking lantak ler...
Nnt pk walopun ofis ku itu mmg ssh nak paking...
Hish...
Bengang tul...
Sungguh Allah menguji kesabaran aku....
Hahaha...
Itu jek nak cite...
Rs cm aku da smpt xced kredit limit punye kesabaran....

Asik Bakar Duit jek, mari bakar ayam pule....

nah...hebat skali hasil nye...kek pun ade...

haa...nih lah 2 org yg bertungkus lumus cube menghidup kan api..
2 org itu ida n ajim yek..bukan budak G yg balut itam itu.....peace :D

thanx to malin, yan n kak anim.kak iz jugak lah....
sedap giler kek tuh....aku mmg suke...
aku mkn hingge titisan terakhir...
mantap2...thanx coz tak beli choc indulgence..hehehe

nah...ini die....its like the reunion of the gengs kapak...
after for quit sometimes...
bile lg boleh cm ne? sume da membawe
haluan masing... sob sob...
wah...sedih nye aku....
kne wat cm nih lg nih, kt segamat plk ek yan...

Nak cite ape?
Gambar da abis cite sume da...
Hehehhe....
Ain, rugi r ko tak datang...
Hehehe...
Ko kalo bakar duit nak jadi presiden, bab2 bakar ayam tak nak ek...
Takpe2...
Bab2 bakar2 yg masuk mulut dan jadi lemak bg aku lah jadi presiden...
Hehehe....

Sebenarnye aku dgn budak G yg berbalut itam tuh dgn cho (cho tolong skit2 jek lah, peace cho....die sibuk kuar kan brg2..(tarik rambut aku plk cho G nih....da ler tak bace pun blog nih...menepek je sebelah aku yg kiut yg tgh menulis blog ini)) stat membakar arang dari jam 6 ptg...
Smpi agak abis lah fire stater tuh kitorg keje kan....
Dtg penyelamat iaitu ajim n ida pkl 7, baru api nak jadi...
Rupe2nye slame 1 jam tuh tak de api pun...
Salah kan budak G berbalut itam tuh...
Peace Cik Nazihan d segamat (tatkala aku menulis blog ini, die mst tgh bergundah gulana hati nya sbb nak ke segamat..hehehe)...
Anyway, setahun opss 2 jam kemudian kak anim pun dgn malin pun dgn membawa kak iz tlh smpi ke umah aku (kul 7 lebih aku kol diorg, c kak anim G msh tgh tngu malin G d srmbn) dgn membawa kek yg mantap lg sedap....
Suke2.....
Makan punye makan smpi tak igt dunie punye....

Sok pg brkfst yg tdo umah aku yan G of coz lah, malin dgn kak iz(mrk pakej) dgn kak anim smbg mkn mknan smlm...
Hehehe....
Owh yek, dis week las lah Cik Nazihan G menepek d umah aku...
Pas nih die akan berjuang menjadi tenaga pengajar d segamat yg ade McD, Kfc n pizza n forgetting Jakel...
Ekekekek.......

Kekecewaan yang tertebus ++

Kasut idaman aku, abaikan persekitaran itu...
kasut aku yg kaler itam tuh yek, bukan yg kaler pink itu.
kalo korg kate tak cun pun, aku tetap kate cun..hehehe

Hahaha...
Menuju ke destinasi yeye...
Hehehe...
Destinasi @ Lokasi : The Curve
Akhir nye pencarian berhasil..
Dpt jugak aku akhirnye kasut idaman ini...
Bukan setakat kasut idaman jek...
Tambahan lain2 pun ade..
BYK!!!!!
Semue pun mcm org kaye...
Hehehe...
Cho sangat baik minggu ini...
Die beli barang sgt sikit...
Aku pun macam tak percaye nih...
Mungkin ade sedikit insaf lps tgk confession of shopoholic (bes giler cite tuh)...
Aku dgn yan tak reti nak amik pengajaran dari cite itu...
Ala, lagipun kami baru lagi berjinak2 dalam industri pembakaran duit ini (ye ke?!)

Dun judge us...
Nak wat cm ne... Semue pun perlukan yg baru...
tapi jarang2 lah.. Yan kate next month duk umah diam2...
ye ke yan :P

Yg pelik nye, aku tak rase penat pun...
Hahha...
Serius!!!!
Yan dgn cho da kelepet da smpi jek umah...
Mayb aku srnk sgt kot dapat kasut idaman...
Hehehe....
Ok2...
Enuff about the my shoes :)
Nite2 everyone...

Percubaan Menebus Kekecewaan

Misi : Percubaan menebus kekecewaan last week
Peserta : Sama dgn last week tapi tambahan yan menjadikan kami bertiga
Persoalan : Mampukah yan bertahan dgn misi ini?!

Hahaha....
Ingat aku akan mengalah ke?
NO WAY!!!!!
Punye lah semangat nih...
Da siap da aku nih...
Tngu 2 org lg peserta nih tak siap2 lagi....

Wish me luck....
Hehehehe....
Nanti kan keputusan nye petang nanti....